Don’t get me wrong, I still love her… but I just feel empty right now… like I’ve been taken for a fool. :hmm:
To go from what I thought we had to… well, nothing, in such a short period of time… It just makes me question whether there was anything there to begin with… -_-
Maybe it’s just my paranoia, that I’m imagining it all, and it feels horrible not to trust her but, well… that’s just how I’m feeling. :unsure: I’ve felt like we’ve been drifting further and further apart for months now, but now is the first time I’ve felt like there is no turning back… :-( That, even though it makes no sense at all, she doesn’t want to speak to me anymore, but for whatever reason doesn’t want to say directly. :unsure:
I’m not going to say goodbye though… I guess because I really don’t want this to be the end… -_-