Hooray for birthdays!
I didn’t want to post this at first… for of jinxing it, I guess. But as nobody actually reads this, I figure I’ll be safe. 
Yet again, birthdays have saved the day. :rolleyes:
Ok… so it’s not how I originally hoped things would turn out… but in any case, it’s better than nothing. As I said before, I will be more than happy if in the end we end up with this friendship. Then again, the last time I said that… :think:
It has helped to answer at least some of my questions, and clear up some doubts. I now know that the friendship is what I missed most and by the fact that she e-mailed me in the first place, that must mean that I mean something to her.
It’s funny… Until I got her e-mail I had absolutely no idea what to say, but when I had the chance, the words were just there. As always, there were things that I wanted to say but didn’t, and that I thought of to say after I had replied, but I guess what I said was enough.
Of course, the inevitable questions still remain: Had I said/done things differently, would the situation still be the same? Or different, and in that case for better or for worse? Was there ever any chance at all, or was it all just a hopeless dream?
So I couldn’t say what I wanted to… maybe that’s for the best? I guess only time will tell. :unsure: