After a deadline extension, my Computer Studies coursework is finally finished. ^_^ Now I can fully concentrate on my revision. Yay. :rolleyes:
As of tomorrow, I am into my final week at Herschel, although realistically with the amount of work I have done over the past few weeks I could have finished a month ago and would be no worse off today.
I decided a few weeks ago that I would also quit smoking on my first day as a ‘free’ man, I’m not sure that it is a good idea with the exams in just over three weeks, I’m going to need to be able to concentrate fully and the cravings might prove too big a distraction, but ultimately I guess I have to do it sometime, and this way I have set a firm date, which I intend to stick to.
The few months have definately been strange, with various things happening that I’m not even sure where to start explaining (so I’m not going to 
), and have been such as rollercoaster ride of emotions, but I feel that maybe things are starting to even out, and while it is certainly not the end result that I had been hoping for a few months ago, if I can end with the friendship that has been built over that time it will have been worth it. 
[...] Two months ago, I said that I would have been happy if the relationship had amounted to nothing more than a friendship. But last week, that was exactly what I said goodbye to. [...]
[...] Ok… so it’s not how I originally hoped things would turn out… but in any case, it’s better than nothing. As I said before, I will be more than happy if in the end we end up with this friendship. Then again, the last time I said that… [...]